Monday, May 26, 2003

Memo

Nothing memorable has happenend this Memorial Day: I've been watching Sesame Street, reading some terrific comic books (I have been recently introduced to Milligan's X-Force and Lapham's Stray Bullets), drinking coffee, making toast... There is, in fact, some required reading that needs attending to -- it's for a class on teaching. I'll be teaching a composition course in the fall as part of the assistantship.

I don't get summer, although I like it. Here's the thing: I have quite a bit of free time (reduced work- and courseload), but have managed to do nothing w/ it: it's not as though it's time spent in front of the TV or anything. It's more like I've slowed down all essential activities, inserting pockets of inactivity in-between, so that I'll do a set of push-ups, say, and stare into space for ten minutes immediately afterwards, or write a paragraph, step away from the computer, and pour coffee into the mug, step away from the mug, stare into space, return a few minutes later to add milk & aspartame. Another example: I'm usually out of the gym by nine at the latest. I'm probably firing this off and going to work out immediately (or "immediately" in summer terms) afterwards, but I haven't really prepared much of a breakfast.

This lassitude is not exactly unwelcome. I'm happy it's here at the time it is. Better now than when stuff needs doing. But it's frustrating, because I have a stack of books I mean to get to and have not even touched. And the plans for my domination of the 18-35 demographic across all markets have been put on hold. And the kitchen is a mess. And my bedroom is tidy if you ignore the various piles of papers and bound media scattered all over my desk and the bookshelves. At least the floor is uncluttered.